the epic math fail.
December 11, 2009forgive me four sounding so grade conscious, dramatic and lame.
yes, it’s math. math. math. math.
that analytical subject which always catches the attentions of millions hours at a time. that subject known for countless (i think countful is more suitable, if there’s such a word) problems that send shivers down anyone’s spine, and give big, red, annoying defeatist “0″s on your papers. yeah, they also send parental reprimands down your ear canal.
and that last one would be abundant for me. well, i guess every bad thins about math is.
i just took my math long test today.
hooray?
hell no.
“how was it,” you ask?
hell bad.
telling ypou everything in detail would be futile – even i can;t remember what i carelessly did back there. it’s all a fuzz in my head. that would be beneficial for me, though. i wouldn’t want to remember my own stupidity and carelessness.
yes, careless. yes, stupid. who? me.
why?
isn’t it obvious? i’ve been talking about it since i started typing this post oput of total despair and desperation. it’s math, people. it makes business people happy, it makes students sad. very, very, very sad.
you could say that i’m ranting too much about senseless topics, but hey – i’m senseless myself. every time i take math tests, i always seem to flunk. yes, always. and, yeah, like all mistakes, they always happen.
i was just given a chance the last time i flunked. you could say that the stupid white card was a piece of tree pulp given to me by sheer sympathy for my gravity-respecting grades. yep, they always seem to fall for this subject.
…and it looks like it’ll go underground from here. it’s gone so low. well, low enough to rid me of the white tree pulp, that is.
“the epic math fail,” as it says right at the top. i just described how it is so. you judge if i’m overreacting, or just simply a subconscious grade consciousness. by then, you should tell em to think otherwise. if not, then let me be. it’s my fault anyway.
filipino sources
November 29, 2009http://fil.wikipilipinas.org/index.php?title=Liwayway_A._Arceo
http://fourseven.multiply.com/journal/item/41
http://likhaan_online.tripod.com/08242001archivesite/news5-4.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Liwayway_Arceo
http://khuletzslapshock31.blogspot.com/2009/01/titser-ni-liwayway-arceo.html
- enjoy. hahaha 
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someone to save you.
November 9, 2009this song, my dear friend, is for you.
OneRepublic – Someone to Save You
Patience took you for everything
Looked like a diamond ring
You are so much longer
That made sense, apathy in disguise
Crept on you like a spy
Hurt you in ways you can’t describe
Back to the start now
I won’t let you go this way now
Honesty is what you need
It sets you free, like someone to save you
Let it go, but hurry now
There’s undertow, and I don’t want to lose you now
All right, sit down and spill your heart
Let’s start from the very start
‘Cause i can see by your eyes, you’re wasted
Your energy comes and goes
You taking your time, you know
Nothing can change what happened
So, back to the start now
I won’t let you go this way now
Honesty is what you need
It sets you free, like someone to save you
Let it go, but hurry now
There’s undertow, and I don’t want to lose you now
Oh my, look at your bright stars fading so
How much can you take?
Honesty is what you need
It sets you free, like someone to save you
Let it go, but hurry now
There’s undertow, and I don’t want to lose you now
I said to save you
Save you
Save you
Someone to save you
What you need is someone to save you
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boom.
.
October 25, 2009just some updates:
- we finished the AP commercial on time. oh yes, we did )
- i didn’t take the USTET. tanungin nyo nalang nanay ko kung bakit. di ko rin kasi alam eh )
- i committed a mortal sin against a friend. i misplaced somethign special that should be returned at all costs. i could promise that i will find it, but i just can’t promise that i will succeed, can i? might as well try. besides, i have an idea where it is. sorry talaga, kung mababasa mo man ‘to. i know how special it is, so trust me when i say i will find it. patulong nalag, kahit moral support )
- bigla akong nagka-”epiphany” sa physics. HAHAHA )
the end.
no. not yet. just a little more time. please.
July 26, 2009august is coming.
not my favorite month for 2009.
third year’s fears are coming back again.
…with even more unwanted surprises.
if there’s anything that i hate the most when we visit the place, it’s the results. they just always take my breath away. literally.
…and i hate it.
sympathy must stop here. my friends have worried enough. i even had to involve people that i don’t usually talk to, let alone people i actually know.
i’ve already had my fair share of bab news, and they just keep coming. nonstop.
i wonder… how many years will it take from me this time? half of all of it is gone – taking another half?
not yet. please. i want a little more time. i need a little more time. just enough will be fine. i just need a little more time. please.
Keep holdin’ on
There’s nothing you could say
Nohing you could do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
‘Cause you know we’ll make it through
We’ll make it through
i’m holding on, all right. there really is no other way when it comes to the truth. there really is nothing i can say or do.
not sure if i’ll make it through, though.
august comes, july goes.
another month placed in memory. 30 days of laughs placed in memory. 30 days of hiding the truth carried over to august.
…and august will bring a lot more of hidden truths.
i won’t like august. i won’t.
and no one will see me cry. no one will see me in pain. no one will see me in despair. no one.
blue screen of death. doom. despair. drama. depression. DAW.
July 19, 2009who knew i could get so depressed over the blue screen of death.
wala na ngang virus.
di ko naman magamit pc ko ng maayos.
hindi ko na siya maayos. i’m out of plans.
system restore doesn’t work.
i’m stuck in an endless restart cycle.
HELP. T-T
