summer end post

alright. i haven’t touched this thing for a long time, & i think it’s time to actually do so. let’s start with the basics.

~ my ds is broken.

~ my cellphone got stolen. if you can remember, my cellphone before that got stolen last summer. coincidence? more or less.

~ my ipod got stolen. went with the phone.

~ i attended review classes. all the way to taft, in academic gateway. it’s nice. ^_^

~ i attended seton notes seminars. very, very long seminars. xD

~ oh yeah, i’m also the associate editor of the seton notes now. COOL! ^_^

~ my YFC sector, A2, merged with A1. so yeah, kasama ko na si ianne sa sector.

~ i got a new pc and DSL this summer. FINALLY!

~ i’m just reading naruto manga. no more fanfics for me.

~ i also watch bleach whenever i have the time. i have an awful lot to catch up to.

now, let’s go to the deeper topics.

1. star sections issue

yes, sa dami ba naman ng mga nag-gm at nag-text, dapat alam mo na sa ngayon na wala nang star section. hinati na kami. nagkataon lang na naipon sa tatlong section ang star.

i know, miost of you are quite happy about this. even more (lalo na yung mga kaklase ko dati at ngayon) are sad (as in SAD) because of this. ang dami nang mga malulungkot na post sa internet, yung may mga “i’ll miss you guys” or “sana nagng kaklase ko nalang si…” at “tayo-tayo pa rin magkakasama sa lunch ah” na post.

technically, yes, it is sad. total, sino ba naman di maninibago kapag ilang taon na kayong magkakasama tapos ngayon pa kayo naghiwa-hiwalay sa huling taon nyo sa high school. personally, yun din naman nasa isip ko eh. who would like that.

but then again, this is a very good time to find new friends, and relate to them. saka at least, pantay-pantay na ang labanan sa mga competition sa school. this can have bad effects, this can have good effects as well. it’s a 50-50 situation.

but hey, i really will miss thosenoisy class moments. wala nang maingay na star T-T yun pa naman ang nagbibigay-buhay sa dapat na boring na section. mukhang naging mas boring pa dahil hinati kami sa tatlo.

but hey, we wouldn’t know if it’s good or bad until we actually get to school, don’t we? )

2. seton notes

yes, seton notes. yung pinangtatakip nyo sa wall kapag may play. JOKE. )

mukhang kami ang magbabangon sa medyo “natumba” na seton notes last year. actually, isali na rin natin ang taon bago yun. medyo tagilid lang talaga ang mga naghahandle sa amin. e ngayon naman, mukhang maayos ang management, and ui think we’re in good hands, so this might actually be a good year for us.

KAKAYANIN ‘TO. KAKAYANIN. )

3. my own problems

yes, i have my own problems. internal, you might say. nanggugulo na sa utak ko eh. i need to straighten things up.

for one, my parents keep pushing me to actually try pursuing ladies. oo naman, i would do that someday, i have crushes and interests too. pero parang wala pa ako sa tamang lugar eh. i know that sopmething’s just not ready in me. maybe my maturit, or my actually capacity to love (per se) a person, or something. basta, di pa talaga ako handa. or maybe it’s really just my size. oh, what the heck. moving on.

second.

And every time I look, I thought you were there,
But it was just my imagination
I don’t see it anymore cause I see through you now

let’s take that as a guide. if you know that i like someone, good. if you don’t, then just read. or something.

i think i should change now. i don’t think it’s not right to look at the girl from a distance while boys from all levels (seriously, almost all levels) are all trying hard to get her to like them. i don’t know if i should just stop altogether or just continue, or even join those guys in their commotion. it’s hard to think like this. total, di naman kami nag-uusap ngayon. ultimong multiply, di na rin ako nagcocomment sa kanya. same goes for her. maybe i should go move on. just maybe. di pa ako sigurado eh. i think i already have someone else in mind, but she’s already taken, so there’s no point.

maybe i really just don’t see it anymore.

or maybe i should continue.

Maybe you could not believe it

That my love for you is blind

But I couldn’t make you see it

Couldn’t make you see it

That I loved you more than you’ll ever know

When part of me died when I let you go

gahd, this is hard x__x

signout.